Brave Enough To Be Bliss

Fever (Adam Freeland Extended Remix (Adam Freeland Master)) (youtube.com)

Never know how much I love you Never know how much I care When you put your arms around me I get a fever that's so hard to bear You give me fever when you kiss me Fever when you hold me tight Fever in the morning Fever all through the night Sun lights up the daytime Moon lights up the night I light up when you call my name 'Cause you know I'm gonna treat you right

It took me two weeks before I could be in my office and not cry, and only then because I had cried so much that it felt like I had run out of tears. And the tears weren’t only for me, they were also for him. I certainly wasn’t his only friend, but I was a trusted, loyal one who always looked ou t for his best interests. And he didn’t trust much more easily than I did. He had his family, but there was no one he was used to seeing as much as he had seen me all those years. He had counted on my friendship as much as I counted on his. He had poured his heart out to me and knew I truly wanted to listen as long as he wanted to talk. Maybe he loved me as much as I loved him, maybe not, but we loved each other the best way we could at the time, of that I am certain. And now it appeared the pain was going to be too great for us to maintain any kind of connection.

We may not have had an official relationship, but it was the deepest one I had ever known. And while my heart was shattered, I had learned enough to know it would eventually heal and I would be OK.

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