Brave Enough To Be Bliss

I Surrender (Written by Kylee Bliss on December 31, 2018)

I surrender.

You can’t control what happens to you, but you can control how you respond to it, so from here on out I surrender.

I surrender to the fact that life isn’t perfect, life isn’t fair, and life will hurt you. I surrender to the fact that no matter what, the worst thing is never the last thing.

I surrender.

I surrender to having faith that something good comes out of everything if you let it and everything happens for a reason. We may not ever get to know the reason and we don’t have to. I surrender to believe that no matter what happens, I can and will find the strength to overcome it.

I surrender.

Surrendering isn’t giving up and it isn’t saying no. It’s saying yes to whatever life throws at you. It doesn’t mean it’s right; it doesn’t mean it’s fair and it doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt like hell but it is accepting that It’s there and that it’s happened. It’s finding light in the darkness and the will to overcome.

I surrender.

I surrender to let things be as they are and to accepting that I can’t always be in control. I surrender to asking for help when I need it and to knowing it’s okay. I also surrender to not being okay. I surrender to being me, to choosing me and to eventually finding joy through all the pain.

It’s my time, I surrender.

I responded with this text message… I just saw your text and ran upstairs to give you the biggest hug and squeeze you so tight. I knocked and came in and even that didn’t wake you, so I know you are sleeping soundly. It may be the champagne or your medication or I hope it’s because you surrender. I love you oh so much and am so very proud of you I could scream with elation. You may have to surrender more than once but it gets easier every time. Old patterns, old ways of thinking are sometimes hard to break. But you can choose to surrender as many times as needed until you don’t need to anymore because the pain isn’t there like it once was. This is huge and wonderfu l and the start to a life that will bring you such goodness and joy. Probably some pain too from time to time, but so much more joy because you will learn how to have the life you deserve, the life you were born to live. With every person you care for you are already choosing light. You’ve been doing it for others, so now you have to do it for you...choose light for you! My heart is so full, so overflowing with your decision to surrender. Every word is so meaningful and so full of hope and so strong and bold and YOU! Thank you so very much for sharing this with me and I will do anything I can to help you through your journey any day or night, every day and night. Whatever you need, I am here, just say the word. Can’t wait to go with you to celebrate and symbolize an d remind you with a lasting mark on your arm to commemorate this decision. Will be my profound honor and joy to be with you. I am so truly filled with joy unlike any in my lifetime. Even more than your birth because this time it was your decision to come into your life, not mine. You are choosing light over darkness. You are learning to live not merely survive. You are goodness and love. You are a brave young woman, and I admire and love you to infinity and beyond!!! ❤️ ❤️

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